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2012-02-05T23:20:00.000-08:00

Looking at pretty, girly things is therapeutic.

It's not weird, right?

Hmm, don't think so.
It's perfectly fine.

:)

2012-02-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

I think gymnastics is really interesting. There was a point in time - last year - when I seriously wanted to pick up gymnastics. It's too late though. Usually people would get serious with things like this when they're young - around 5 years old thereabout? I'm posting about this cos I was reading my old posts and came across one that very briefly mentioned me wanting to be a gymnast. So yea...

I got a bit emotional and nostalgic too while reading some of my posts. The thing is, whatever it is that I'm thinking about now has no direct link to the content of the posts. One thing I read reminded me of another, then something else.....until it came to him/her. One memory led to another and another and another and now I'm feeling really sad about it. Will there be a time when I'll be happy again when I get reminded of him/her? Haizzzzz. About the quote, I guess I can say that I can relate to it cos him/her is a dear friend (though we don't seem to be as close as before) who wasn't like my other friends. Seriously. I don't want to list down the reasons why cos it'll lead me to all the memories which I don't want to remember right now.

Anyway! This so cute! AWWWWWW. Weixin showed it to us (during work) and now I can look at it when I feel like re-reading my old posts in the future. :)

2012-02-03T05:24:00.000-08:00

Current addiction - skirts! Heheh. Just need to find the right time to go out for shopping. Work has been keeping me busy. Weekends are usually spent at home. Maybe I should go out to Singapore this weekend? But a bit troublesome leh (those who know me well enough would know why). Aiyaaa need to plannnnn.

Pics taken from www.asos.com`
I just so happen to be browsing through ASOS and all these caught my attention. ~

Paprika Panelled Bodycon Mini Skirt with Belt

ASOS Puffball Skirt With Hem Band

This comes in two colours - Green and Navy. I like the navy one!

Vero Moda Confetti Print Button Thru Skirt

ASOS Mini Skirt with Pleats

Don't you just love skirts that match with almost anything? Especially when you can wear it with a simple shirt/top and still look pretty.

I just wanted to post the singlet she's wearing, and how the outfit looks simple but really nice etc. The skirt is okay. Quite common. Actually all the skirts I've posted so far are common. Lol. Just posting on impulse. Whatever I see, I like, I post. ~

I like her entire outfit!

ASOS Puffball Mini Skirt in Scenic Print

I absolutely LOVE floral prints though this is not exactly flowery. There's a blazer too! I like this a lot cos it's still girly. The shoes are not bad either. ^^

Ok, I'm tired of having to resize the pics and all. Plus, tumblr has so many more unique ones for me to fawn over too -and reblog at the same time. Hehheh.

Hope you all had a good day today. :)

2012-01-29T00:07:00.000-08:00

I've been complaining and complaining and complaining (to my mum mostly, sorry) about everything that has made me so frustrated to the point that I felt like screaming and kicking everything at sight. I don't usually do this. Before this, when I get pissed or annoyed etc, I tend to keep to myself or just give the cold shoulder. I've discovered a lot more of myself ever since I started living in Malaysia. I just hope that I'll discover more good stuff though and less of these irritating childishness that comes out when I get so unhappy. I need to start fully appreciating my life a bit more. Everything does happen for a reason, right?

What do I want in life? I want a lot of things, no doubt, just like majority of people these days, but what exactly do I really want in life? At this moment...

I just want to go to University!

Oh gosh, the very mention of 'A Levels' makes my heart thump so hard it hurts. Yknow, there's that horrible sinking feeling that makes one worry so much that eventually leads to one imagining all the possible scenarios. ARGH I hate this! I've had dreams/nightmares of A Levels results day quite a few times and while there are some that were joyous, there were others that were so bad, I woke up feeling so darn scared! Tsk, what the Singapore education system can do to its students. I hope I (along with my friends) can qualify to study in either one of our 4 local (meaning Singapore, I'm not Malaysian just in case some don't know) Universities. :) Hmmmmm. Urgh, Singapore keeps bringing in all these foreigners, costing Singaporean students places. But wtv, I just sincerely wish, hope, pray that we can get a chance to further our studies. Ultimately it's all up to Allah. I've done what I could, there's no turning back trying to correct whatever mistakes I may have done in my exams. Wishing fervently that what I've done is good enough. InsyaAllah, I can make it! InsyaAllah, my dear friends can make it too. :)

Ohyea, I would like to have a house in Singapore! (again, heee)

Living in my current house in Malaysia is comfortable, no doubt. There is a lot more space. The food is alright. The people are so-so. The shopping is good. The bills are significantly much lesser than in Singapore. Mind you, I was freaking shocked when I first saw the bills (I'm not gonna reveal the exact amount thou) cos it was around less than half the price of what we had in Singapore. Confirm cannot get one in Spore! Not even if you rent? Not too sure, just an inkling lahh. It's just that I study in Singapore, my friends are in Singapore, I'm currently working in Singapore, almost everything else is in Singapore. My freedom is restricted and I dislike it. I don't like waking up at 4am and having to be ready to go back (-.-) at 7pm. Plus, I need to plan and tell my dad that I'm going out. -.- I don't like it. I used to have the luxury to go out of the house to wherever it is I want regardless of the time. That's all. I sound like a brat but it's my life ok! I'm gonna be 19 years old this year, on holiday right now and I feel caged sometimes! Pfft. All these trouble because of this certain someone. Urgh. kkk, need to be grateful that I have a cosy home right? Right. Aiya, there are pros and cons to everything lahh hor. I need to stop complaining and start to settle things that I want done.

I'm gonna read The Picture of Dorian Gray now. I don't know why I just told you all that. Hm, wtv. Anw, I sound like a bitch in this post, please don't mind me. :)

2012-01-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

I'm letting go. I'm finally letting go of it all. It'll be a slow process, but still, I'll be moving on.

While going back home today, I just stared outside the car window, without exactly looking out. Hmm, you get what I mean right? I was in my own world. I kept thinking about him/her. Random memories came crashing into my mind immediately one after another and I was so caught up with it that I didn't even realise tiny tears were rolling down my face. Every time I think about things like this I settle into this turbid corner of myself. Feel so empty. So... foreign with my own self. I was never like this before. Never. I mean, not while in secondary school. My JC experience has been a different one in so many aspects.

I want to relive those memories (the good ones, duh). I want to create new ones, but it seems impossible at this moment.

I've been very snappy since yesterday (and it kinda showed at work, sorry :/). Well, there's something on my mind that's been bothering me for a while, more so these past few days. But after talking to my mum today, I guess it will be settled soon. :)

Started watching Running Man yesterday. Initially it was because of boredom. My sis and I were waiting for my other sis to finish class before making our way back so I thought, why not? I had nothing to do anws since I came after work. I was doubtful about the show at first, but after watching just ONE episode (I think it was episode 13, if I'm not wrong) I'm totally loving the show! Me and my sis were laughing so much (loudly at that too, at 9+pm somemore)! We didn't even care about the cheerleaders who were practicing nearby. Now, watching Episode 16! Why did we skip episodes 14 & 15? All because I wanted to watch Yuri (from SNSD)! Heheeee, I'm a fan of them lahh obviously. Okok, the episode has loaded, I'm gonna continue watching!

2012-01-22T05:51:00.000-08:00

Totally love these dresses. If only I can find them in Singapore or Malaysia, and at a bargain too. Ahhhh feel like going shopping with my girls, but I'm reluctant to spend (especially my earnings from work. :S). Tsk. -.- I could shop for it online where I found them but I don't trust online shopping. :/

pictures taken from Asos.com

Sugarhill Boutique Milly Dress

Motel Tee Top Dress

Jarlo Bandeau Dress

Darling Floral Dress

ASOS Ponti Waisted Dress

Ok, ok. Enough. For now. ^^

2012-01-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

It's sad when people you know become people you knew. Doesn't it break you when you walk past someone you share so many memories together with like s/he was never a big part of your life? I'm sure it does. I'm sure. How you used to talk to him/her about anything - anything at all - be able to understand each other and even share silence comfortably. Now you barely even look at each other in the eye, not even to smile. Even if you do, the awkwardness is evident. It's sad how some things change, isn't it?

Oks, why don't we move on to happier things, eh?

Oh wait, I'm feeling so glum right now that the "happier" things that I wanted to blog about today just doesn't seem to come out.

One of the supposed cons of working in the Orchard area is that I'd be envious of the people who seem to have everything. The area where my workplace is located at is actually very peaceful you know. It's not like the cliche hustle and bustle of town area kind of thing. I was looking out the window of the pantry with my girls just now. The area is really pretty and coupled with the rain, I felt calm. The whole area seems so peaceful. Opps, I just remembered that I was talking about being envious. Yea, most of the residents there seem to be very happy with their lives. They live in homes that are simply beautiful (from the outside, not too sure about the inside though) that just looking at it makes you feel rich (haha) and so envious cos it's so nice! Most of the people there seem well-educated and display good etiquette too, which makes me want to be like them. As in, very well-educated and have good manners to the point where they can easily be respected. (hmm, do I make sense :/) So, they have lots of $$$, look good, feel good, have the necessary qualifications - I think - to be successful, in Singapore. Then again, to comfort myself, I'll remind myself that all these could merely be a facade. Like in TIOBE. Being a representation of the higher class does not equate to whatever I mentioned...righttttt? Right. Work has been alright thus far. More on that later on.

Oh wow, some people are irritating the hell out of me. Argh, whatever. Stay calm, Breathe in, breathe out. Relax.
He wants respect but doesn't know how to deserve it. Haiya, if he knows also, acting like some bigshot isn't doing him favours.

2012-01-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

Out of all the people I know, the unexpected ones are those who contact me (I'm not saying that I don't like or appreciate it) while the one person who I yearn the most to contact me back is gradually becoming a stranger.

I actually wanted to blog about work too today but I'm still uploading and compiling all the pictures so next time I guess.

2012-01-07T06:13:00.000-08:00

Just a quick update:

Work has been keeping me busy, which is not entirely a bad thing. I think it's better than me wasting my time doing...nothing but lazing around during this post-As period. Plus, being busy keeps my mind off stuff that really breaks my heart. Like him/her. I was so proud (heh) of myself for not thinking of what I should have/shouldn't have done so that we'd still have a close bond (s/he means a lot, sigh) until there was this girl who I attended to who wrote in the exact same way as s/he did. At that very moment I thought of him/her. Then I almost couldn't continue with work properly. Tsk. Hm.

I'll update more about work, life etc next time!

2012-01-01T22:06:00.000-08:00

I love how I feel so much peace and tranquility right now. It's so soothing, so comforting that it's almost surreal. :)

Have a great day ahead loves.

2011-12-31T05:40:00.000-08:00

I'm someone who doesn't like change (when I'm already comfortable with whatever it is) and I don't like to let go of things/memories/people etc. so I actually surprised myself when I wanted to say goodbye to 2011. I don't usually do these kind of "goodbye ____", "Be good to me December" and whatever fyi.

2011 has been the ~~worst~~ hardest year so far. In terms of family matters, school and friendships, this year has really made me go through so much more than I had to previously.

Actually, in terms of family matters, only one person made things difficult. Hmph. Really tested my patience and affected my respect for him/her to a very large extent. Other than that, I guess everything was normal, pretty good. K lah, I don't really wanna talk about my family. Too personal hor.

In school, 2011 was my A Level year so yea, it's pretty obvious on why it's the hardest year. Preparing for Os was definitely much easier. Duh, explains the level. The constant need to study, the overwhelming workload, the intensity of it all. Thank goodness I had a few good friends to go through all of it with. :)

Friendships. Hmm. I got closer to some, became distant with some others. The one friendship that means so much to me is...uncertain to me right now...and it sucks for it to be this way. :/ After everything... Sigh, typing this out just made me think of it all. I've been trying so hard by being busy with stuff so that I won't think about it but just a simple mention of it makes me all emo about it. Oks, whatever eh. Let's moveeeee on. I should be thankful that I do still have a few good strong friendships right? :)

I know Allah has His own ways of testing, and I just sincerely hope and wish that for the year 2012 onwards, life would be much easier, smoother. May I be more mature, stronger, smarter and, basically a better person overall. May me and my dearest family members enjoy a peaceful, purposeful, full-of-success and happy life. May my dear, dear friends and those who love me have a good life too! :D I already have some goals thought out so yea, hopefully I'll get to achieve them! :D

Happy New Year everyone!

2011-12-26T23:36:00.000-08:00

Ok, I'm sick of being angry, annoyed and so freaking emotional so I'm gonna look at stuff! Heheheheeee.

I like her jacket, but I doubt that I'll even have a reason to wear it (if I ever find and buy it) because it doesn't make sense to wear it in Singapore and/or Malaysia due to the weather.

I recently got interested in clutches like this:

Simple, yet pretty. I'm sure it can match almost any outfit. Almost.

I've been reading a lot nowadays. I love the feeling when I turn a page. I used to not bother about the pages, except when I'm flipping my school notes, but nowadays, it...just feels nice lahh when I do a simple thing like that.

Here's a quick snap of the books I really truly enjoyed reading:

Oh, not forgetting the Harry Potter series. :)

Talking about books...

I especially like books with covers like this. I know this is just a drawing but the pages in these kind of books tend to have a higher chance of not falling out after being read, for me.

Besides clothes, bags, shoes, accessories and books, I like to look (and eat also lahh) at food! :D

My all-time fav food: Lasagna! I don't think I'll ever get sick of eating this. :)

I felt like eating pizza thus, this picture. Actually, I love melted cheese, so I guess I'd like food that goes well with melted cheese. Hmm.

I don't really like cupcakes, but these are pretty to look at.

There are some really unique and creative ones but I can't be bothered to specifically search for them. Heh.

Oh yea, the class chalet has been cancelled. :( CW's taken over this now, planning a class outing. Looking forward to it! :)

2011-12-25T05:56:00.000-08:00

I don’t know what came over me. I felt so different. Haven’t felt this much rage in a long time. I was irritating to everyone around me, on purpose. I wanted to make others feel bad. I tried to pick fights. I was mean. Haiyo. Thank goodness I’ve calmed down now. I knew that anything concerning him/her can drive me to the extremes but never did I think that my extreme was that extreme. Do I even make sense now?

I need to start praying. I need to calm my soul. Maybe listen to some music. Play my electon/organ or something. Read a book. Watch tv. I just need some peace and serenity. It feels so relieving to type it out. Hmm.

2011-12-24T01:21:00.000-08:00

Not that I wasn't being sincere. This just sums up almost... everything.
It just so happens that the date coincides.

I'm feeling really angry and most of all, hurt right now. I've been snapping at people around me. I feel irritated almost all the time. Been feeling like this since Thursday. I thought I'd feel this way for a short period of time only since it's not the first time I got hurt, so I thought it'd be okay. But no, I still feel the pain..and anger...and frustration. I feel like a fool too when I think back of the times I shared with him/her. Sigh. Maybe I shouldn't have followed my emotions too much? But then, why do I care when s/he doesn't? Urgh. Why the hell should I feel sorry that we became so distant so fast? Am I the only one to blame? It takes 2 hands to clap (but in this case, no one's clapping). Why do I feel that I should apologise for all the things that I've done when it may not actually be entirely my fault? Why should I be mindful of how s/he'd feel when s/he doesn't give a f*? Argh. F* lahh why do I even f* care about this when s/he very easily dismissed me, waved me away... like I'm worth nothing, like as if I'm a pest. Haiz.

2011-12-23T23:52:00.000-08:00

I went out with these girls yesterday! ♥

Initial plan was to go to Woodlands Waterfront but since it was raining we went to town instead. Met them at Far East Plaza, and we went shopping. Hehs. Sadly, I didn't buy anything there. Nothing really caught my attention. :/ Walked around the place and browsed through clothes, bags, accessories etc. Shopping mah! These two are great for going shopping with. :D

I had a good time. I haven't met them for some time... About 2 weeks? Thereabout? Yea, so it was nice to talk/gossip/eat etc. with them again.

Only 1 thing (or rather, someone) pissed me off. Hmph, I'm gonna complain in detail about this in my diary instead and briefly mention it here (I don't want certain people to think I don't have problems then tell me that my life is so f* great and problemless (are you kidding me?) and then proceed to bombard me with theirs, though when I listen I'm being sincere at the time) cos I don't talk about my personal problems with other people. The only person I tried to ever talk about them is with him/her but obviously I can't confide in him/her about him/her, right? Actually I can but I'm sure s/he's gonna blast me. This person apparently likes to quote me (I bet s/he's not even reading this but who knows?) and make it seem as if I'm f* stupid and annoying and ungrateful and bitchy and whatever else when my intentions were to just ask how s/he's doing, and to show that I care? But apparently every single f* thing I do is wrong wrong wrong lahh annoying lahh f* lahh.

2011-12-21T02:40:00.000-08:00

Just looking at these pictures make me feel like buying these type of hair accessories, which are my current addiction! ♥ Actually, I have always loved pretty accessories! Especially for my hair. Hehs. Oks, I won't go on and on about this.

2011-12-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

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2011-12-13T02:08:00.000-08:00

My sister went to a BBQ session with her friends a few days ago and brought some of the BBQ food home. I haven't gone for a BBQ/eaten any BBQ-ed food in a long while so when I saw the big bag full of chicken, satay, corn, stingray, otah etc., I went "AHHH I WANT!" The food was all raw but since the organizers ordered the food from this BBQ company (which name I forgot), everything was all packed and just needed to be...well, BBQ-ed. (or is this how things go nowadays? Cos I haven't done this for around 2 years & previously my friends bought food from the supermarket themselves...)

We have a BBQ pit but we didn't use it (I have no idea why actually 0.0) so my mum bbq-ed the stingrays (in the pics above) using the stove! When I went downstairs to the kitchen and saw this I was :O shocked! Well, at least it gets the job done right? Maybe I should have done this with the corn... Hmm.

Here is the end product of my fish:

It looks like it's badly burnt but it is actually not! The sauce-like thing on the fish is sambal (I didn't know that the sambal was already there), and it makes the whole fish even more delicious. :D

We "BBQ-ed" the other things but I didn't see the need to take pictures. Hehs.

Ahhh, I feel like going for a BBQ at ECP or something. Haiya, what happened to the class chalet? Or should I suggest just a BBQ? Or what? I want to go out and meet everyone else! Especially the girls!!! Sigh.

2011-12-09T05:14:00.000-08:00

Initially it was anger, now it includes disappointment, hopes, me feeling like a fool...Sigh.

I should probably read a good book, or watch videos to help me stop thinking about it...for now.

2011-12-07T22:54:00.000-08:00

After spending the past few days in a routine manner of doing seemingly endless chores, playing random games, watching videos, reading blogs/tumblrs and whatnot, I have the urge to read! Plus, spending too much time on my laptop/on the Internet isn't really healthy. I haven't fully enjoyed a good book for the past few months. I guess the reason I haven't set aside time to just do nothing else but read was because books were replaced by school notes. Hmm, so since exams are over, books here I come! Lol. Current books I'm interested in are:

The Vampire Diaries. I look forward to the tv series shown every week so why not eh?

The Hunger Games. Seem like an interesting series. Though I wonder if I'll still be interested after reading the first page...

Sing You Home, and My Sister's Keeper.

I got interested in JP's books after a friend suggested I read House Rules. Amongst those I've read by her, I enjoyed reading House Rules and Nineteen Minutes the most! Though I still can't bring myself to read Nineteen Minutes again. I'm sure I'd cry. I feel so much for Peter and his mum. Haiya I should stop thinking about it.

These are all for now. Hmm hmm.

2011-11-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

Sooooo... I went out with Azlin and Wei Xin on Monday to bugis. Finally got to go out shopping with them! Before As, we used to keep saying that we'd go shopping together after our exams are done... so we did. Azlin blogged about it so whoever it is that may be reading this you can go to Azlin's blog and read if you want to.

Sigh. One of the cons of living in Msia is that my freedom is restricted even more. I used to be able to go out much more conveniently. I could go to the supermarket etc. without having to drive there. I could just go out of the house and walk around the neighbourhood without having to be constantly wary of packs of wild dogs running around. I could even go out with my friends for longer. I used to not really have a curfew, I just had to come back before it got too late. Now, cos of someone I have to be at the designated place by a certain time and I have to wake up so freaking early just to avoid jam when coming into Spore. Cmon, it's my post-As period. :( It felt so suckish cos I met Azlin & WX at 1pm and I had to go off by 5 + so that I would reach J on time. 4+ hours only? Sigh. Ok I realised I'm whining and complaining when I should be thankful. Nevermind, I'm coming back to Spore soon (it just depends on how soon is).

2011-11-29T02:13:00.000-08:00

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2011-11-24T22:51:00.000-08:00

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2011-11-23T19:23:00.000-08:00

Let's reminisce about my JC life. (hurhur it's only been a day)

Actually, I still don't feel as if As has just ended. It feels really weird that I don't have to be studying like crazy, but it does feel good. Haha.

Anyways, I'm just gonna post pictures that I could easily get from FB that basically shows my life there. I'll add on more later on.

The group that I sit in class with, almost all the time. I love hanging out with them. ♥

I'm gonna miss eating that cheese hotdog. Even the cafe auntie knows that I love it. T.T Okay, it's just really delicious lahh.

Night study! The first and sadly, the last. Although it was a forced one, it was surprisingly quite fun! Will always remember the time we got excited about making milo (hahaha), the cool night atmosphere, us just chatting away (hehes), the class eating pizza together etc.

Well, besides just studying, we have some sort of fun too. Sports day!

Friends and cousins too! Guess which of us are cousins to who! :D

With Farah too! This was taken during the concert (I guess?) after the whole sports day. We all look so tired after running and all. Hahaha.

Graduation!
Farewell celebrations, marking the end of official lessons. Usually most people would feel...sad? Since it's graduation? I didn't feel anything like that though, and I doubt anyone else did either. Why? Cos we still had to come back for consultations and all, so we'd be seeing almost all of us again in school. Plus, not forgetting the nearing of the A Levels itself. So it was just a study break...sort of.

Anyways I came back to school for consultations, extra lessons/lectures etc. and spent most of my time studying/revising with Azlin and Wei Xin if they were in school (which was most of the time btw :) ). I have pictures of us studying at our beloved table (haha :D) and I'll post them soon.

Oh yea, farewell celebration pics.

The whole class! Such an exclusive picture. Why? It's so rare for the entire class to be present. Usually there would be a few on MC, but not on this day. (and As, duh) What a nice pic. :)

With Miss Lim, our Econs tutor. I think I'll miss her. She's so nice, and caring. :)

With Miss Ong, our History tutor. She's caring too. :)

Haha, Azlin eating the banana that Miss Ong gave each of us.

Oh yea that reminds me. I have pictures of the gifts the teachers gave us! Might as well post along.

I took pictures with other people too but I think this post already has a lot of pics. So if I can find the pics I'll post them along with the study table pics next time..or else people will think my JC life only involves these small group of people LOL.

Oh, if you somehow noticed the time I'll just tell you that it's wrong. I don't bother changing it cos it'll be the same old thing again the next time I post. So don't bother about it..if you are.

2011-11-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

My latest addiction are: Dresses! Skater dresses especially. Wonder how long this will last though.

Here are some that have caught my attention. Feel like going shopping now now now.

All these (except the first) were found/taken from http://www.asos.com

ASOS Skater Dress

ASOS Skater Dress

American Retro Alanis Dress With Loop Epaulettes.

Motel Cosmic Dress

Motel Printed Dress With Mesh

ASOS Kaftan Dress in Chiffon

Josh Brody Open V Back Dress With Cinched Waist

Haiya, the list goes on and on and on...

2011-11-22T06:11:00.000-08:00

Heyy! I'm back to blogging. Whether it is a good thing or not doesn't really matter anymore. This is my blog and whatever I post is my concern. If it affects anyone negatively then don't read my blog lahh (if I even have anymore readers now tsk). I only had 2 reasons to why I stopped blogging ever since I started my JC life - 1. I didn't have the time. 2. Someone who I thought was special made me forget about this blog for a while (LOL). Now that A Levels has ended, I have the urge to blog!

Me, Azlin and Wei Xin went to T3 today! Our paper ended early so, you know, why not go to the airport and relaxzzz? After that we went to Tampines and "wandered around aimlessly while eating" popcorn cos we couldn't remember where the library was though in the end, we found it. Oh yea, the popcorn was so delicious! Those were the best popcorn I've eaten by far! (or maybe I was just hungry, you'll never know). I had fun even though I got so sleepy after the long train ride. Hehe can't wait for the next outing(s). :D Ooo, quite a few things lined up already, ahhh so excited.

2011-11-13T10:34:00.000-08:00

For my loved ones, especially my mother.

InsyaAllah, I can do it.

2011-10-08T02:39:00.001-07:00

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2011-06-22T23:00:00.001-07:00

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2011-04-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that even though you see so many people in front of you, you still feel alone? So alone, that you get scared? So alone that, no matter how loud you scream, no one will hear you? It’s like you’re invisible. Yea, there are people who know who you are, but none of them knows the real you. You say Hi and smile and wave to them, and they do too, but how many of them will be there when you are in trouble? When you are in need? When you have problems and need a friend? Of course, they won’t hesitate to help, but how many will TRULY understand? Genuinely. You have many friends, but how many can you really trust? How many can you safely count on? Hmm.

Sorry for this..um, somewhat negative post. Just feeling a bit down, that’s all. HAHA.

2011-04-16T03:36:00.000-07:00

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2011-04-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

Work hard, work smart, never give up, always look at the bright side, never give yourself a reason to cry tears of sadness, disappointment, regret again. Remember to smile. :) Life's good.

2011-04-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

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2010-11-08T13:15:00.000-08:00

There are times when I feel like not making this blog private. Initially I wanted to close myself from it. You may ask, "Why not just delete the blog?" Well, it's easier said than done. I wanted to, but when I look back, whatever I wrote in here will be gone. Totally gone. I mean, of course, nothing in the Internet is really deleted but I don't know how to get the blog back if I deleted it. I'm not saying I'm proud or ashamed of how I portray myself here. But many misunderstandings, arguments and whatnot came up. But it helps me look back at what I was in the past, what I want to keep, what I want to change. I'm not saying I've changed into a whole new different person. Nope. I'm still the same person. Maybe the way I think, the way I see people, how I appreciate someone/something, the way I try to handle things are different? I don't know.

I guess you can say, I'm the person who you see, who you know in real life.

2010-06-26T02:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish I was in gymnastics.

Haha, don't laugh.

2010-06-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

tumblr.

2010-06-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

“Friends are like colour pencils, they colour your life. I may not be your favourite colour, but I do hope you need me somewhere to complete your picture! :) ♥”

AWW. :D

2010-05-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

Holidays coming.
Let's go shopping soon.
Hehehe.

2010-05-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

So nice siaa.

2010-05-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

I miss her.
We need to meet up asap okays!
♥♥♥

2010-04-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

Heyy people! Woah, my blog seriously is kinda dead hor. Haha. Okays, let me update you with what's been happening.

You know anot? I feel so sad lahh that nowadays I don't really go online to update this blog, check my Facebook or even surf the Internet freely lahh. Firstly, homework keep coming in. Woah, every school day got homework lahhh. If not, there are some homework due for some day lahh. Sigh, I can't wait for after 'A-Levels' period! Hahaha, baru je J1 dah nak pikir psl after As. Hehs. Secondly, whenever I go online at home, my mum keeps inspecting me lahh. Making sure I do work. Haiyo. I DO IT OKAYS. Hahaha.

Last Wed, Diy & I FINALLY got our 'O' Level certificate. We went back to BLSS on Tues but when we reached there, the General Office people all went home already! Ahh wasted our time coming all the way from Woodlands. But we met up with Syazrul, Haiqal, Hazwan, Sharizal & Raihan! They look so big already ahh, mcm abang2 besar mane ntah. Haha. Hope they do well in Poly! Anw, took some pics in BLSS on both tues & wed + pics with the guys. Diy has some/most & she's updated so yea, feel free to go to her blog or FB if you wanna check them out or smt. The pics that are with me are in my sister's laptop and I'm so lazy to transfer here transfer there so i'll upload them another time. I'LL UPLOAD ALL THE PICS THAT I SAID I'D UPLOAD IN ONE WHOLE FREAKING POST OK. One MEGA picture post. Ok.

School has been alright. :D Enjoying myself with my new class, new friends, new teachers and such. Ofcos, there are some irritating incidents. I guess only Diy and some other peeps know lahh hor. Esp Diy. Haiyo. To whoever, in general, if you don't know the person, don't judge or act as if you know. Haiyo. Why can't we all be good innocent people? Let's all be good nerdy kids! Huahuahua. As if.

But yea, despite all that, there are sweeeeet moments too. For example, last thurs, Diy & Farah sent me sweet msges ahh aww. Saying to enjoy my weekend + ♥ ♥ ♥ lahh + manymany more lahh very sweet lahh oks. :D I love them both.

1 April, what day is it? APRIL'S FOOL RIGHT? Haha, some people just cannot resist pranking people ah. Mr Rao, tricked the class by saying that the History tutorial will be cut short cz we were all tired. BUT HAHAHA cheat our feelings only. Happy for only a freaking sec. Then Haiqal Lee, wanna prank only ah. Huhu, tk menjadi. Then when I prank him, tau nak merajok. Haha.

Ohyea, Diy & I also stopped by to meet Eva at her workplace. MISS HER SOOOO MUCH LAHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH. ♥♥♥ & we also bumped into Nasri while otw to BLSS on wed. Heh, rambot dah panjang ehh! Niceee. :)

Overally, many interesting things happened in school lahh. Most fun, some not quite but oks lah. Cz that's where most of my time is spent. But I can't type everything down here cz not all happened directly to me so must jage2 sket. Haha, i know you know eh Diy twinnie syg.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN WEI ! :D
& to Syaz, have a safe & fun trip! :D

* To dear taggers, I'll reply the tags at your own chatbox oks. :)

2010-03-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been happy just because someone tagged you?

I don't know why but the moment I saw Ken's tag, I was sooooooooooooo happy you cannot imagine how happy you know! Why? Coz I miss that sista of mine lahhhh soooooo long seyy since we last contact. It may be nothing to you but I smiled WIDE WIDE AHH when I saw it. Okay.

♥

2010-03-07T03:21:00.001-08:00

My History teacher, Miss Vanessa Chin, got great results for her 'A' Levels!
Congratulations ahhhhhh!

2010-03-07T03:18:00.001-08:00

Oooo, I need to update this blog of mine.
There's soooooooooooo many pictures to upload, sooooooooooo many stories to share, soooooooo many things to tell, sooooooooooo many complains to whine about.
BUT THERE'S SO LITTLE TIME FOR ME TO UPDATE AHHH THIS IS SO SADDDDDDDDDDDD.

2010-02-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

I'd like to wish to this gorgeous babe here;

A VERY MERRY SUNNY FUN ENJOYABLE EXCITING
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
YASNIZA MOHAMED !
♥♥♥

2010-02-16T03:41:00.000-08:00

Happy 29th Monthsary to Ayiera!
Hope you guys last longer and stay happier as you grow on.
May you always overcome any obstacles in future.
Stay strong!
:D

hope you don't mind me taking this pic right off your blog, Atyra babe.
it's a nice pic yknow. :)

2010-02-13T00:48:00.000-08:00

Pictures that are some overdue but others up-to-date. There are more but it's taking so long to upload! :

First look, the guy on the left is hot. Haha, mentsss!

Heyy heyy people.

School has been alright. The sad thing is that DIYANA is not in the same class. EVENTHOUGH we have the EXACT same subject combinations. She's in 1043B while I'm 1043A. Tsk. But nevermind, what to do. Besides, her class is only next door. Haha.
I've been making new friends & I'm so loving how the people in my new class are so friendly. During the introduction games, we talked to each other as if we knew each other well. Greatness. Although I would have thought it would be better with Diy around, but hey, Swan's in the same class as me too. :)

The college celebrated Chinese New Year cum Total Defence Day yesterday. We had some lessons on Total Defence plus hamper-making & honestly, the class is more organised then in secondary school. But don't get me wrong, I still love 4e7. No doubt the memories with that class are truly awesome lahh. Sometimes I wish that the WHOLE 4e7 went to Innova JC & we all formed a class again. But nahh, too bad so sad I don't think it'll ever happen.

After school, Diy & me chop-chop headed to JP coz we were already late to meet Eva. Sorry yea babe. We had lunch at KFC and we bumped into Hairizad, Shi Min, Sakinah, Eugene, Leon & not forgetting my dearest JUWIKA JONES! There were other people too if I'm not wrong but I didn't really notice who. Goshh, I miss Jonnnn ah so long never see your face, hear your voice yknow alamak you ah.
The first thing she said when she saw us;

J: Alamak Yan asl uniform krg same ngan aku nyer? (Alamak Yan why your uniform the same as mine?)

Haha, bukan nak cakap HI ke ape, terus zoom in kat uniform. Haha, Jon will always be Jon, & I love her to the max! Anw, Hairizad & her came and all of us talked about things, abt life, abt JC, abt people. :)

It was a short meeting. We took some pics and Diy went off to meet her friend while Eva accompanied me to meet my sisters @ Banquet. After they ate, all of us went to Central (ahh, near my old house!) to get our haircuts. All 3 at one go.

Hairdresser: Eh you ah, you look like mixed like that.
Me: Ah? Oh, I mixed whattt.
Hairdresser: No wonder. You...(point finger at me + squinting his eyes + titling his head to one side) Chinese...and...
Me: Chinese and Malay.
Hairdresser: No wonder lahhh. Eh, *speak something in Chinese which I didn't understand*
Me: Haiya, wo pu se tau ni chang se moh (the pronounciation is smt like this, I don't really know how to write it) [I don't know what you are talking about]
Hairdresser: *laughs* tak tau ah? (don't know ah?) Wah but not bad.
Me: Tak tau ahh. Bye ah. Haha.

Unfortunately, Eva had to rush home coz she spilled her drink onto her shirt (or dress?) and so my sisters and I went back to JP since we had lots of time before Dad came to pick us up. Walkwalk ard>frontier lib>met Quraishah babe>lepak>home.

Ohyeaaa, I saw YASNIZA MOHAMED on Thursday! She was with her parents so my first instinct was to go and salam her mum and dad. But when I got near, somehow I felt so segannnnnn so paiseyy so shyyyy ahhhh. But since I was already there, I just went on. I wanted to salam Yas too but she was seated at the other side & it was kinda awkward with her parents there too so I just waved lah. OMG YAS you look so gorgeous ah babe. :D

2010-02-06T21:19:00.000-08:00

I editted a part of my January 26 post. Just a tiny weeny change. Let's see of you can spot it! Haha.

Anyways, there are many things that have happened. Many events, many stories blabla yknow. Some are aweomeeee but there are very vexing ones lah yknow what I mean?

I know it's kinda late, but I've been posted to Innova Junior College. It's a new college, only 5 years old! I honestly didn't know JC would start so early & gosh, been busy ever since. NUR DIYANA ABDUL RAZAK & SWAN YE TUN are also in the college. A sec 5 guy too but I don't know him. :D First thing when I got into the college, FIND DIYANA LAHH WHAT ELSE! Haha. But sadly, all of us ex Blss are into different houses. Diy's in Taurus, Swan's in Saggitarius & I'm in AQUILA! ♥

Orientation was fun. I enjoyed the mass dance a lot. But the best part was the finale. Gosh, amazing ah, non-stop hyperness from everyone. AQUILAAAAAA KE MAMA! ♥

Lectures started on Tuesday. All of us seem to be able to adapt quite well. :) But really ah, got some very boring times when you just feel like your eyes want to close & doze off. Must resist ahhhh resist. No doubt Diy feels the same too. Right babe?

We obviously took picturesss but I'll upload them soon oks.

Ohyea, I heard soooo many topics, no not topics, stories about certain people. Shocking but not so shocking. Yknow yknow? Aku tau kau tau eh Diy. Lols.

Anw, I met up with Nas, Shira, Zhen Xin & Luqman on Thursday @ Banquet. It was such a coincidence that my sis & I bumped into them there. MISSED THEM lahh can? Took some pics & headed off to the library with younger sis.

I also met up with Eva & Shira on Friday. Planned to go back to BLSS with Diyana actually but she couldn't go in the end. But anw, Shira knew about it & Eva joined as well. :D :D :D Nvm, Diy next time kte go together ehs, ramai2. Huhu. Walked2 around the school looking at all the other CCAs especially my one and only SJAB ahhh. ♥ & Shira accidentally got 'molested' by Eva. Huhu! Btw, most of the pics are in Shira's FB, blog so feel free to check them out.

I hope you don't get the idea that I don't want to be friends, but I know people like you & I don't want to give anyone any false hope. Call me paranoid or whatever. I'm just looking out for myself. Plus, I don't even know you, you don't know me.

Apparently, some things have majorly changed. I find it seriously ridiculous that you are..oh nvm. I also found out many interesting & important facts. It's vexing you know! Sheesh!

2010-01-27T02:33:00.000-08:00

Why do I feel so sad, when I should be happy?
that I got my first choice
but I wanted my second.

2010-01-26T01:02:00.000-08:00

Let's rewind back to Friday (22/1/2010)

As you know, that's the day of the 4e7'09 BBQ at SAFRA.
It supposedly started at 5pm.
I had to tag along with my dad at 6am as he sent my younger sisters off to school at BLSS from our home at JB since it would be a freaking hassle if I didn't coz I'll either not attend the BBQ or I'd have to take the bus. Who would want to take the bus through immigration right you tell me?!

Anyways, since I had no plans whatsoever until 11am where I would meet Lathifah @ JP, slept in the car till 9.30am>breakfast>off to JP.

Ohyea, I also bumped into Myradyla. It's been such a longggg time lah since I last met herrrrr.

Time flies when you're with your bestfren.
Met Eva, walked2 ard JP searching for hairclips but in the end we bought ourselves matching red rose hairbands. Very cute lahhh can ^^ . Catched up with our lives>lunch @ KFC (shrooms burger, haha)>sent Eva to work. Sadddd lah that she couldn't come along to the class BBQ.

It was JUST 1pm when Eva had to report to work. & did I mention that the BBQ started at 5pm? Yea, so I had 4 freaking hours to burnnnnn. Wahlauuuuu.

Library>Bumped into Alfaiz :) & his friends>window-shopped>chatted with Eva & Saienah during their working time, hehe the boss like close one eye :D>slowly walked to SAFRA.

&& before that I bumped into Atyra babe & her gfs! Sorry gerl, I didn't stop to say HI or smt. I was in a hurry to go somewhere to meet someone. :( But in the end tak jadi jumpe cz mcm leceh. Haiyo.

I reached Jurong SAFRA BBQ Pavillion Pit 3B & saw only Audrey, Agnes, Adlin, Wan Ting, Pei Ting there. Haha.
Chitty chatty>The rest came & starttttt fireeeee!

Yknow what? I finally met these people like after how long like that. Tsk, before this, holiday was spent at home. Haiyoooo.

It was awesome awesome awesome! I had fun. I enjoyed myself with 4e7'09. :D I learnt how to use Nasri's high tech camera huhu ^^ CAMWHORED LIKE NO TMR. Mostly with Nasri's & Wany's cameras. BBQ-ed, chatted with almost everyone. Missed them lahh seyy. Hehs.

Heh, Sharizal, kau dah tau psl HSI tp ttp nak tau somemore ehs.

Zhen Xin: "Haryani my supermodel!" Hahaha :D

& the good thing was, I was allowed to stay till the BBQ finished at 9pm, supposedly, instead of at 7pm (the car OPC mahh) so yeaaaaa! But it seemed that I was the first to go home cz everyone had to gather up to take class photo before I left. Thanks Ting Hui for helping me gather the peeps up. :) & THANKS AH ARAVIN FOR TEASING ME & IMMITATING MY VOICE WHILE I WAS ASKING PPL TO FASTER TAKE PHOTO. -.-

After photo taking, I turned around & said BYE. As usual, the guys SHOUTED THEIR SIGNATURE LONG SHOUT BYE back to me. Haha, Audrey came up to me saying 'typical 4e7". But I know we all love this class.

I could even hear them screaming as I reached the traffic light. Woahh, crazy cute.

Where are the pictures? I want them plsplspls!

I heard there's a chalet coming up soon, :D

2010-01-26T00:50:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th birthday to
Atiqah Cine &
Kok Zhen Xin !
:D

2010-01-20T14:49:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Musya Mon!
Have a great day ahead yea.
Stay hyper & gorgeous yea babe.
Love yaaa!
♥♥♥

&& not forgetting,

Take care & all the best while in Aussie yea Yee Leng.
Even though I'm not verryyyyyy close to you,
we've been classmates since primary school.
So yea, have fun studying there! :)

2010-01-02T23:54:00.000-08:00

I know it's sorta late but...
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ! Heyy 2010, goodbye 2009.
2009 had been alright in the beginning of the year where everything was going on slowly & smoothly. While 'O' Level preparations were not to the extreme yet. When I could still relax abit, abit only. When I could still go out without feeling guilty for not revising or wasting time & money. Yeaaa, but even though 2009 had not been a bed of roses for me, I hope that 2010 will be much much much better.

Okay, that aside.

SINGAPORE IDOL ! ♥

Congratulations to Sezairi Sezairi for clinching the SI title.
Congratulations to Sylvia Ratonel for being the first ever female finalist.
Even though she didn't win, she still rocks lahh right?
Both rocks lahhhhh can? ^^

Ohyea, speaking about Sylvia, remember she sang the song 'Will you still love me tomorrow' for one of the Spectaculars? Well, I was humming the line and after the 'tomorrow', my younger sister, Wahyuni, said "YES". Aww, ain't she soooo sweet? Yes she is.

Anyways, have you seen the new Canon ad? The one with Avril Lavigne? She's seriously gorgeous now. Even more than last time. Cuter too.

Haha, that was random lahh. :S

Anwanw, Shira has been so sweeet. Why? Why don't you hop on to her blog, the post on 2dec. Thanks yea babe. :) ilys.

andand ofcos, some friends are really greatttt. ever since they found out that I'm moving to JB, they have been showing their concers etcetc. Hee, thankyou thankyou i ♥ you people. I'll show the messages & facebook posts soon when I get the chance to go online again lahh oks.

2009-12-26T19:07:00.000-08:00

Finally, I have time to update again! :D

Okay, first things first. Friends, I've moved. I'm no longer living in Jurong or even in Singapore! :( Whyyy? Coz I've moved to JB. Yeahhhh. But I'll still be coming back here for school lahh ofcos who wants to go to school there righttttt? I'll also be kinda freeeee by Jan since my sisters are still schooling at BLSS so I merayap go all around Singapore from dawn till dusk (cheyy) lah kan. ^^ Heh, that's why I've been sorta busy these past months till I have no time ahh to go out with some people. Sorryyy sorry. :( anw, if you want the add to where I'm currently living, contact me! Oh yea if you're worried that you'll be spending xtra money on contacting me coz I'm overseas right, I think you won't lah coz I somehow still have SingTel network from there so yay I can message or call or wateva! It would be as if I'm in Singapore. :) I also have a p.o box here in case you don't wanna send anything all the way to Malaysia. Even so, I'll still be spending a lot of time in Singapore uh. :) Oh wait, I may not be online as often since we haven't gotten the Internet thingyyy for over there so if you email me or tagg me or wateva using online, & if I don't reply, I'm very sorry but I've told you already ok. Oks, got it?

2009-12-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16th Birthday, Nasri!

Even though I only got to know more about Nas when I sat beside him during Malay class in Sec 3, he has been a great friend to me ever since. :D

During sad, angry & happy times, he is always there to cheer me up with his nonsensical jokes, name calling & wateva nonsense.
& you know what? While I was cleaning up my bookshelf today, I came across his random drawings that I kept since last year. Hahaha, nicenice ones. I'll upload them soonnn.

So yea, I've not met him since school's out, but yea, I hope you're doing fine ehh Nas. :)
Happy Birthday.
DAHHHH 16 KAPEEEE?!
jerk. :P

2009-12-04T07:36:00.000-08:00

I had to wake up early like at around 5am just so that me, my kakak & my parents could get into Malaysia fast, and before 7am. It was still freaking early so we looked for breakfast, coz at this time where got people open shop one in JB? Luckily we found this food place near the sea & we makan lah what else right? The prata nicenice one somemore, so soft. :) The lontong so spicy like wth like that. Haha, ok skip.

Since got nothing better to do, we decided to window shop at the nearby malls. First stop was this Plaza which I forgot what the name was. Walked2, nothing there coz almost every shop was still closed. -.- anwanw, here's a convo.

me: *talking to sister abt smt in broken English*
sis: *reply to me in English also*
these two people waiting for the lift: ni mesti orang Singapore. (confirm these ppl are Sporeans)
me: Lollll.

So that means if they hear someone talk in English, he/she is from Singapore? Wow good eh.

Anw, we were entertained with a big tank full of fishes that were shitting (the shit very long siaaaa) and a nice fountain-like-thing that had turtles in it. Haha, easily amused, I know.

Didn't want to stay in that boring place anymore, and since the parking was by the hour, we ciao then go somewhere else. Aboh dennn. We went to Holiday Plaza.

The place reminded me of City Plaza in Spore. Wah, I really don't like it lohh. So oldddd looking. And know what? It was really old! My parents went there when they themselves were small kiddos. But, there were numerous shops selling prom like dresses. Wahlau, if know I would have considered buying there. V. pretty dresses. Too bad though, prom's over & I love my red dress anw.

My sis and I also got excited when we saw an arcade there. Confirm cheaper right? Indeed it was. RM1 for two tokens if I'm not wrong, which was enough for us to race. We didn't race though. Mum didn't bring coins and her notes were far too big. Heh.

Walked2 around somemore at the highest floor. Wah, competition seh up there. Why? Coz every single shop at the floor were salons. Crazy. Nobody come also. Siao one.

Headed to KFC to settle our dinner. I didn't know they served the food on plates! I seriously didn't know. Tsk.

Visited relatives that were nearby. I like the area, very well-kept. Of course lah, condo what. Got 3 swimming pools and a gym. Haha, obviously. Spent most of my time catching up sharing stories with cousin and young nieces. Sad that my two other sisters didn't follow. Too lazy to get up early mah. Confirm abit more kecoh. Plus, I enjoyed my 'bonding' time with the kittyyy catsss. MeowMeow, FiFi & CoCo. Adorable kitties! <3 My sister recorded some videos of us with the cats so I'll upload them soon oks.

HSH at 9pm.

2009-12-01T06:36:00.000-08:00

It's my youngest sister's birthday today. :D

Happy Birthday eh eh eh.
14 years old alreadyyy.
Be a good girl oks?
Listen to me more. :P
Huhu ^^
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-11-26T02:48:00.000-08:00

Blss Graduation Night.

Heyyyy people. As you may already know, our prom was held at Marina Mandarin Hotel. Met up with Hilary, Li Ping, Chin Ee & Melody. Otw met Zay Linn, Muhaimin, Ryan & we rushed to the hotel coz we thought we were late. Butbut, when we reached there, we still had to wait for the ballroom to open up. Lols. Everyone looked hottt & amazinggg. :D The games were okay, so was the food. Nothing much lahh actually.

BIG Thanks to Mummy & Kakak, for spending time & $$$ on me for my prom thingys. Especially while waiting for my makeup & hair to get done. && that kakak of mine since she complained that she wasted a lot of time watching me get pampered. Haha. Eh, i still remember eh I waited 4 freaking hours in the salon while you got your hair done. :

Special Thanks to those who complimented me. :D :D :D
such as Musya (go check her blog post on her grad night), Yasniza, Hadzwani, Sista Ken & all the others too lahhh.

& thanksthanks to Aravin, Sharizal, Raihan & this someone who I forgot who (heh, sry) for the roses. :)

2009-11-25T00:19:00.000-08:00

These are most of the pictures. They are all JUMBLED up though, I'll update properly soon. I've uploaded everything in Facebook too. Anyways, if anybody else have pics that has me, heh, please send to me ehhh. Thanks.

anw, thanks v. much for the roses. :D

2009-11-22T02:07:00.000-08:00

SEZAIRI, SYLVIA & FAIZAL !

I've been supporting these people so far. But since Faizal is now outttt, I hope that the other two make it to the final 2. :D

In the bus otw to JE:
*as the bus goes to school area*
Me: Hmm, like so long eh never go school.
Mum: Huh? Baru je brape bulan. Eh, this month only kan?
Me: Oh ya eh. baru 11 days.
Mum: Ah, about 2 weeks gitu je.
Me: Hehh.

Don't know why, it seems as if it's been a long time since I stepped into BLSS. Haha, don't get me wrong, it's not as if I want the holidays to speed up. Maybe it's because I've been staying at home except for the occasional trips to buy some things here & there. Huhu. takpe, takyah merayap.

2009-11-21T00:13:00.000-08:00

I just realised that I've not gone out even for a short while with any of my friends. Woah, good ahh like this. Although, I think I'll have plans with XF after prom. Hahs. I miss so many people. I miss Xue Fang bestie. I miss Lathifah bestf. I miss my Sista. I miss my Bro. I miss SJ. I miss SJ babies. I miss 4e7.I miss sitting beside Li Ping in HY/SS & C.Lit class. It seems as if I miss school lohh. O.O ok shut up.

Convo;

Ayu: Where is Kak Yanie going?
Mum: Dating.
Ayu: Ahh? With who?
Mum: Ting Hui. (Well, she pronounced it as Thing Hwee, haha.)
Me: -.- (of all people, she thinks it's TH. hmm, i wonder whyyy.)
Ayu: HUH? Really ahh? At where? Library?
Me: -.- LOL, you believe her ah, tsk. *walk away* (of all places, go lib???)
Ayu: Haiyoooooo.
All: *laughs*

Hehs, so random lohh. I don't know why my mum thought of Ting Hui. Maybe coz he's been at the library for the last days of O's while I was there too, not to mention a lot of others too. Haha. Yeaaa, wateva.

Went to City Plaza a few days back to survey for prom items, since mum said there were a lot of choices there. Actually, we planned to go there at first but then since in the train everyone hayal we terlajak all the way to Tampines. Good right, terlajak bukan main lagi. So we headed to Tampines 1 coz we haven't gone there yet. Browsed around & found nothing else but a sexy black & gold dress but we weren't sure so KIV & we headed to Tampines Mall to look around. Went to Burger King to settle our late lunch before browsing again.

Walk-walk around till BHG & sis found a nice layered dress. The material was nice but very simple. So KIV & sis suggested we go look around @ City Plaza. Otw there in the train, saw 4 people who mum said one looked like a primary school friend. Too bad I was standing at the time & didn't bother looking lahh.

The time at City Plaza was a waste of time. There were definitely various dresses but bleahh, like nothing like that. Anw, I hated going to that place. The trip back home was scaryyyy. The taxi driver was really friendly but freaky eh. He kept breathing heavily & wiping his face. He looked seriously uncomfortable. But I found out he liked prata. Haha, he asked where to get the best prata in the area. Lols.

Ohyea, earlier while in the bus otw to Pioneer MRT, there was a teenage guy who was all dressed up. I remembered that a friend told me that Pioneer Sec was having their prom on that day. So I assumed that he's going there. He looked really smart & he was carrying a bouquet of flowers. Confirm for girlfriend lorrr. How sweet. :D

Anw, there's SJ flag day on the 25th of Nov? O.o

2009-11-14T03:09:00.000-08:00

Know what? Two of my bestfriends, Xue Fang & Lathifah, aren't going to prom! Sad or what seyy? Nevermind though, plenty of time to hang out with them during the hols. Yalah, O levels finish mahhh. :D

Anw, Ifah is working at Fig & Olive! Haha, have fun eh cuci pinggan mangkuk, layan customer, mop lantai ehh. Haha. =X

Okays, I know some people wanted the LONG OVERDUE 4e7 hari raya photos. I've uploaded about half of it on my Facebook. Feel free to view it or wateva lahh. I'll upload them ALL SOON here oks.

...

Went for Kaleidorama yesterday with my sis, Lathifah, Ashikin, Hazwan, Ain & Sahidah netball. We were freaking late and in the end, we split up while searching for seats. LOL. The show was okay lah. I thought there would be something more but it was just normal performances. -.- I enjoyed the Malay Dance though. Very nice. :)

Trained to JP and headed off to KFC to settle our dinner. Met manymanymany people at the train platform. Including this someone who I forgot his name but still remembers his face. Lols.

& anw, isn't Faizal Isa just so hottttttttt. *meltsssss*

2009-08-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

School today seemed longer than usual. I guess it's partly because I was sleepy by the second half of the day. I wasn't the only one though, during reading period, 2/3 of the class was happily snoring away. Almost everybody's head were on their table. Mdm Ang didn't seem to mind anyway. Haha, perangai macam cho. I've not updated properly for quite a while. I'll post on some happenings soon.

I realized that there is no point in being constantly nice to people who don't really appreciate it. This is just a random thought. Heh.

I actually have a edited picture by Lathifah but it's taking a freakishly long time to upload so I'll post it up soon, plus a video too. Hahaha.

Oh yea, while on the way to Computer Studies remedial, Diyana had the hiccups! HAHAHAHA, usually I'm not interested in people having hiccups, but somehow her hiccups were more extravagant. She would jerk her head back every time she hiccupped and I would laugh hysterically. There was also one time when the whole class heard her hiccup while she was talking & yea, funny lahhhh. Hahs. No offence Diy. xP.

Just watched Miss Universe 2009. OMG Miss Venezuela won AGAIN?! -.-

AL. :D

2009-07-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

Watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince today.
Nice movie, with lots of funny parts and I even shed tears when Dumbledore was murdered.
Hehhs.

2009-07-25T02:56:00.000-07:00

First of all,
Happy 16th Birthday to
Ashikin Ken.
Smile & laugh always yea.
All the best for 'O' levels and,
i know you know i love you.
♥

Loves;

more pictures with Shu & Beng.

I'll make it short;

- Dad drove me to Shira's place in the early early morning, to get the shoes and for her mum to sorpion my hair up. Thanks yea ladies. :D
- had rehearsals for the parade ceremony; wahh, arms legs body pain ah walanneh. :S
- congrats to Sakinah JrTrsyg & Arafah babe, Chairman & V.Chairman. :D
- the video Sir made for us was very very full of sentiment.
- Nobody performance. :D
- refreshments
- sang a birthday song for Kenze.
- Shira sang herself a birthday song with soooo much enthusiasm, til she finally realised we were singing for her. xD
- pictures timeeee.
- bused home with Fatin.

Thanks for the lovely balloons.
I ♥ BLSSJAB :)

2009-07-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday Shira Beng.
Thanks for everything yea babe.
All the best in whatever you do.
Stay strong always.
I love you.
♥

2009-07-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

I've had enough.

2009-07-06T02:44:00.000-07:00

Let's imagine it's the 4th of July.

Happy Birthday Shulaiha!
:D
May all your wishes come true yea.
All the best in whatever you do.
Stay happyyy, stay crazyyy.
ily alot.
♥
sorry for the late wish yea. ):

Okay back to today.

Spent the day at Shira's place w the other babes. I'll update properly soon lah eh.
Ohyea, I'll upload the pics soon too.

2009-06-13T06:50:00.001-07:00

Hello hello.

I was browsing through this benggap's blog archives for the pic that's right now on the left, when I came across this pic. I forgot they were taken for what occasion lah, until i re-read her post. Ha-ha. Anw, I find it very pretty so I decided to post it here. Ok, ily lahh benggok. :D bye.

Ohyea, guess what we're doing on the last pic? Haha, hmm, what are you thinking?! :S

2009-06-11T06:46:00.000-07:00

I will update about the trip soon.

Well, anyways had a practice for the upcoming SJ graduation performance at Shira's place today. You guys can view the video of our practice at Shira's blog. Overall, it was kinda fun lahh. :) Will upload pictures soon.

Oh yea not forgetting;

JONNNNNNN ! GET WELL SOON AKU MISS KAU LIKE HEAVEN! :D

While having breaks, the girls found this hilarious video. Watch it yea. :)

Click here

2009-06-07T01:44:00.000-07:00

The first week of holidays have been packed up with classes that simply went from morning till the afternoon, so it's basically like a typical school day, not remedials. Pfft, well, O lvl mah kan?

Initially wanted to attend Diyana's birthday party today, but since I got something on, I couldn't make it. So, sorry eh Diy! Anw, Happy B' Birthday! :D

Oh yeah, apologies to Shira & Zhen Xin too coz they asked me to go with them but i couldn't. Sorryyyyyyy! :(

Anw, will be out of Singapore from tmr till the 10th. If anyone msges me & I don't reply during these time, you know lahh ehh.

To Aravin, hope you get selected for the team, then i can kick you again ah Aravinaaa! Ahahahahx. :D

Aww. A, A, A.

2009-06-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday Diyana!
ily partnerrrr.
xD

2009-06-02T01:10:00.000-07:00

Haizad Imran. :D :D :D

I woke up at 9.45am. Class was supposed to start at 10.30am. By the time I got out of the house it was already 10.25am. Yea, I was late, so I took my own sweet time going to school. But when I reached there, class was JUST starting. Hehehh, good or what?

CS remedial was from 10.30am to 1pm. Omgosh long like what like that. What did we do for the 2 and a half hours? Go through mid year exam paper. -.O basically very relaxed lahh today.

Headed to the canteen to have lunch with Lathifah, in which Ting Hui joined not long afterwards. Yumyum, then headed to JP in search for something for this someone's big day.

Didn't have a clue what to buy so we strolled here strolled there. Wahh tired siaa. We went to shop after shop just to get her something we think is nice for her. I remember we visited The Bluez 3 times, Chameleon 3 times, Art Box, MiniToons, 77th Street, the shops at the basement, walked past the ManU stall a million times and in the end we went to the 2nd shop we went at first. LOLL okayyy.

I noticed that many friends nowadays are glued in playing Restaurant City in Facebook. Uhuh. I don't even know what I'm supposed to do lohh. Geesh. My sisters are like pros lahh, their restaurants are like mansions leh. Hehhs.

haizad imran. hot chinese-lookalike guy. david archuleta. ben stiller. A*. :D

2009-06-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

Malay 'O' Level Paper was alright. Enough said.

Hehehh, really funny when I come to think of it. Students sitting in cliques, having last minute discussions about what they should write & such. So kecoh. Other students complaining of the freaking hot weather, while others are simply relaxed... LOL.

Oh yea, didn't bring my IC or passport which was needed for the exam. Sudden felt of anxiety in the morning, tsk, including Ken & Men. Haha, chaos. -.- Pagi-pagi dah buat hal.

Mdm Yuana brought her daughter to school. Aww, cute lahh. So sweet ahh when she salam us. :D

Somwhow terpegun jap when i saw a chinese guy who is actually malay taking the Malay Paper just now. Hehs.

Mummy: Alah, agaknyer dier mcm kau, melayu tapi muke mcm cine.
Me: -.-

* hot chinese-lookalike guy. ;) HAHA.

2009-05-13T04:44:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday
Aifahhhhh Babbbeyyy.
stay happy with Daffy yea oks?
ily!
;D

2009-05-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

First & foremost,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
to dearest mummy :D
plus all the other mums out there.

Basically, celebrated Mum's Day with a trip to the Singapore Flyer. Planned to ride in the flyer, but somehow decided against it coz the scenery was not done yet. There were still construction sites all, not nice lehh. :/ Anw, the free tickets were all out. Hahaha. So we just strolled around the place.

Since we were hungryyy, decided to have a bite at Pizza Hut. Butbut, coz it was already past 8pm, Mum requested to have dinner at Jurong Point. -.- Hahs, so yea, there was this special heart pizza that was quite nice lah. Will upload pics soon.

Planned to catch a midnight movie, but since elder sis had work the next morning, we had to postpone it. Aiyaaaa :(

So yea, that's it.

"Every failure will be a motivation to do even better."
Such a disappointment, but, it shall only a boost to be better. :D

2009-05-06T21:26:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday Jaymien Cheong Zu Lun!
:D
Doggehhh. xD

The past week have been busily tiresome and mundane. But i guess it's kinda fun being stressed about studies. HA-HA. So far the papers were all manageable. :D

"Yan, kau ni makan lambat seyy" - Ken & Aifah.
Haha, yeayea, I know lahhh I eat slow and steady. Nanti terbegik how?

"Kau ni, kene cari mataer yang sabarrrrr tau ni" -Hazwan
Lols, haha. =P

After that, AIfah & me walked to JP. Walanneh, hot siaaa, cannot tahan.

While walking along the pathway; saw this gulp cup in a puddle of muddy water;

Me: Eh, ader air. Panas kan? Gi minum uh. (Eh got water, hot right? Go drink uh.)
Aifah: -.- haha, eh! (point to the side of the pathway near the road)
Me: Huh?
Aifah: Aku teringat time bile kite diri situ tengah hujan beh air banyak sgt kereta lalu, air smp masuk mulut Diyana.
(I remeber there's one time, raining, got so much water that when car pass, the water went inside Diyana's mouth.)
Me: HAHA, yeayea.
Us: *laugh like idiots.

Hahhhh, funny past incidents that still make us laugh. x)

Basically what we're gonna do is dance. :S

2009-04-20T04:58:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyy.

For the past few days, temperatures have been high! It's so hot seyy. Been fanning myself with the manual fan, so just to save electricity. -.- Pathetic lahh.

Today during Malay, MEN, who sits next to me, was crazy loh. My correction tape had run out so I pulled the string out from it for fun. Then I started scraping the table with it. Hahs. Then out of a sudden, MEN grabbed my hand and started scraping her table with the correction tape. -.O lol weird right this girl. Haha. but whatever it is, i still love my brother. :D

During Maths, there was this one time Achit asked me to slap Alex Dogggy. It was a joke but I did it anw. Haha. He punched my jaw. Instead of being angry at him, I laughed like one loon. Idkw. :S

HY remedial ended fast fast thus chilled in class with Zhen Xin. Got nothing to do, decided to walkwalk around.

Slacked at 4e6 classroom with Sista, Kiki, Nadrah. After a while, I remembered that ZhenXin wanted watermelon so I rushed to buy it. In the end, when I came back, he was happily sleeping. -.-

I'm currently addicted to SIM City or watever it's called. All because of Ken lahhh. She played the game and made me interested lohh.

Somehow I find it absolutely hard to believe what you said. I had never thought I would turn back and hope once again. Tsk, preparing to shatter.

2009-04-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

My grandaddy is currently listening to High School Musical songs. Haha, how cute is that? He has his own MP3 and loudspeakers some more! WTH. Halaaaa, cute lahh. Hahs.

K, randomm lah.

2009-04-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUWIKA JONNNNNNN!

Cheyy, dah 16yrs old!
All the best in life yea babe.
ilylikeheavennn!
♥
*smacksmackbutt. haha. xD

2009-04-09T06:01:00.001-07:00

Sports Day 2 held at Jurong West Stadium just now. Did public duty, since sitting at the stands seemed to be mundane and such a waste of time. Anw, it's the sec4s stepping down day. AHHH sobs. ;'(

I'm now addicted to this song that Jonnnn kept singing. Smt from crazy frog, i think. Haha, whattheheckkk Jon. :D

Oh yea, CONGRATULATIONS TO

Musya Monnnnn,

Nurul Amirah,

Shira Benggg,

AravinA xD

& all the others that won today yea.

*Thanks Sakinah juniorku syg for the extremely warming huggggg. :D All the best in taking charge! :D ily alot alot yknow. ♥

**Aifah bby, be strong kays! There will aways be ups and downs in these things. I just want you to know that I'll always be here to listen to your problems and help you if you need me. I love you greatttt girlfriendku! ♥

2009-04-03T05:19:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I wanna wish;

ALL THE BEST

to all the BLSSJAB FAC Teams for tmr.

Today was basically the Sec 4Es, 4Ns & 5Ns last St.John training. The last parade 'ST.JOHN' shout was awesome. :D It's been quite a while since it had been that loud. Haha. There's First Aid Competition tmr, have some stuff planned out with Shira. Yea, we'll be supporting you girlzxz. Lols. Anw, I'll be getting my Commisioner's Badge tomorrow as well. :D Ahh full-u! Did Triage and slight Footdrill just now. It was quite fun actually, except that the TOC people absolutely had no idea what to do with me when they found me. 3 groups came and when they knew that I was so-called unconcious, they panic and left. -.-"

Aifah & me have been randomly playing with cute small toy bears for the past few days. Haha, I guess they can help cheer some people up. Haha.

♥♥♥

I miss those great fun times.

"Baby, come back to me." WOW.

2009-03-19T03:15:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through my phone and found this videos!

Charades! Haha it's been a long freaking time & I'm uploading these now. Tsk. These videos made me laugh like whattheheckkkk like that. Haha, randommm.

SJAB CAMP 2009. 14 -15 March 2009

Woohooo I enjoyed myself during the 2 days 1 night. :D Basically it was like any other camp, only that there was no campfire but SJAB IDOL & sing songs. Sec4 platoon won the idol! Wooooooohooo. Now everytime I hear the song Nobody by WonderGirls, I feel like dancing! Hahahahaa.

Ohyea, there was one time where I was in a bad mood, so thankszxzxzxzx Mon, Men, Ken, JONNNN :D & the others who asked if I was okayyyy. :D

I'm not uploading any photossszxzx, but the photos are found in facebook & other people's blogs. Just go find them.

Shall update about the studyyyy soon. :)

2009-03-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Last night, during the late late wee hours of the night, my kakak, mama & papa came home from their shopping along with Chilli Crab! Woowee. Haha, fyi, I enjoy eating crabs. :D Thankyou.

Thanks thanks thankyou;

Kakak, Ayu, Dia, Mama, Papa, Ashikin Ken, Amira Men, Lathifah Aifah, Juwika Jon, Shira Beng, Musya Mon, Shuu, Achit Daniel, Atep Nasri, Aroy Syazrul, Atop Raihan, Akid Haiqal, Ayie Diyana, Raihana, Farhana, Hazwan, Hadzwani, Yasniza, Shaheerah, Audrey, Jia Wei, Ting Hui, Zhen Xin, Aravin, Shakil, Atiqah Cine, Syazwani, Jaymien, Alex, Leslie, Mdm Ang, Mr Lee, Xue Fang, Li Ping, Sharizal, Gilbert, Nevin, Zay Linn, Melody, Nurul Amirah, Yee Leng, Hairizad, Hadhinah, Pauline, Tharani, Shafie, Fancy, Choon Ray & Syafiq.

*names are not arranged in any order*

After school, met up with Shira & Nas to pass her file. But when I reached there, I got a surprise. They gave me this extremely cute cake with Jerry on it. Awwww~ :D Thankyou. *Hugshugs.

hehehehehe. :D
ahh, i can't bear to eat this.

Thankyou once again. i love you people.

i didn't expect him to remember my birthday. Hee, thanks anw.

2009-03-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

Where the heck is my pencilbox siaaaa? Anyone seen a big rectangular black pencilbox around? Sheesh, where is it seyyyy. Chetttt. Gakk, my thumbdrive's in there! Goshh.

I feel like switching to Wordpress. Should I? Should I?

My friendster account is officially unactive. It's been ages since I last viewed it. Gone case, so people, please stop asking me to update it.

Hmm, isn't it such a joy to see others happy? Yea, it is.. especially if they are people you love. Haha, this is random.

2 more days. ^^

2009-03-07T01:54:00.000-08:00

I've been on hiatus for the past few days. So yea, sorry for the lack of updates.

Annual cross-country was held yesterday, at SAFTI, again. Gosh, 3 years running there..Mundane-ness. Venus won! Wooo, haha. Basically planned to run with Diyana but in the end, ran with Shira. Trained home from all new Joo Koon station. Me & my sisters were kinda jakon lahh.. as if first time ride Mrt. Ha-ha.

So far, I'm happy with my results. Esp phy/chem. :D It gives me the motivation to do better. Lollls.

I browsed through my inbox last night and realised that many many many memories and heartpains were stored inside. Heh. Reminised all the stuff that i almost forgot about. Now i remember what she did before and yea... go figure. Hah. I have got to get my priorities right. Got to boycott all the unnecessary things in my life. Hmm, this is random lahh. Chet.

What else?

anw, please lah, stop it.

2009-02-13T05:21:00.000-08:00

Hi, I'd like you to meet a friend of mine. Well, actually, I don't know what happened to her.

This is Shira. XD At first she was a kambeng(goat), then a mango, then now a lemur. What an exciting life, no? Please be nice to her. She is known to like to take people's shoes and make them run around to get them back. No joke. There is also rumours she will take your hairbands. BEWARE!

Hahaha, no offence eh Shira Beng yg tersyg. Hehehehehe.

Ohmygosh, I don't know what to say lah.

2009-01-30T06:05:00.000-08:00

IRRESISTABLE.

I've been yawning during lessons these few days. How not to? Firstly there's school, then followed by continues remedials that end at 5.10 at least. Plus there's piles of homework given to us each and every day. Goshhh.

Before SJAB training today, I wasn't feeling too joyful. I simply don't know why but I guess there are some reasons, minor teeny-weeny ones though. Hah. However, the babes cheered me up with their never-ending nonsense. Thanks. :)

I read Men's blog about the Pet Society thingy. Haha, I seriously didn't know that I was scaring her & Syukri by 'advancing' so fast. Lolll.

I think I should not bother.

2009-01-26T21:51:00.000-08:00

To all my Chinese friends,
Happy Chinese New Year!

Had an extra two days of holidays, but with all the homework, it isn't holiday. Been cooped up at home. Utter boredom. Hahsss.

2009-01-17T04:31:00.001-08:00

6 Jan 2009

Mdm Yuana treated us FDC girls dinner at IMM since we got 3rd place. Had a nice meal at Spagetti Too Express. Thanks alot Cikgu! :)

8 Jan 2009

Hadzwani! ♥

Ifah! ♥

Sista Ken! ♥

♥♥♥

GreatGf. ♥

♥♥♥

Wani! ♥

Musya Mon! ♥

Yas! ♥

♥♥♥♥

Shafie! :D

Hazwan! :D

Syazrul! :D

Daniel! :D

BlurBoy Nasri! :D
(haha, ifahh)

Chee Han! :D

TING HUI! :D

Sec 2 partnerrr, Jay. :D

My bestest dog, Alex. :D

Matthew! :D

Bro Men! ♥

Juwika Jon! ♥

Shira Beng! ♥

Shuu Boxx! ♥

Cutezxzxzx.

Marriot Hotel. That was the place where we Sec4s had our fine dining session. It was an experience & I loveeeeeee the course. I'll definately go for smt like that again if I get the chance.

10 Jan 2009

We had flag day but instead of going around asking for donations the whole day, we slacked & played charades. I'll upload the video soon. Woohh, I will always laugh to myself while watching it. :D The best flag day. Hehh.

16 Jan 2009

After SJ training, we celebrated Mon's birthday. It was an advanced celebration since most of us will have remedials on her actual date. So yahh, we hope you enjoyed the surprise & love the gift Mon. Ily. :D

2009-01-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hadzwani! ♥

While still in school, taking a break from the talk.

In the bus; there's more pics, I'll upload soonnn.

In the ballroom, while waiting to get in to the dining place. Woo camwhore!

♥

In the dining place.....

After we got back to sch...

I'll update properly some other time k. :)

2008-12-25T03:24:00.000-08:00

Watched Twilight with Amirah, Li Ping & Hairizad yesterday. Well, give ten fingers up for the movie. Awesomezxzxzxzxz! I enjoyed every single part of the movie. Edward Cullen is freakishly heartwarmingly great. The way he saves Bella, the way he looks at her, the way he protects her, the way he loves Bella. Gahhhhh....! Hees. Wouldn't it be great to be a vampire? Hahs. Like fun like that. The story is simple but it leaves a huge impact! Woooohh.

Now I know why Jon keeps on talking about this. Ohhh, I wanna watch it again! :D

2008-12-15T03:02:00.000-08:00

6 December - Public Duty @ MacRitchie

The flower Men gave me. :D

(I've updated about the PD.)

14 December - CCA Open House Meeting

Morning

Jon's

Men's way of not letting the sweets fall out. Haha. XD

Discussed the plans for CCA OH & made the souvenirs that will be given to the future Sec1s. Cute right?

Afternoon

Went cycling at East Coast after the meeting. I love riding the Viking thingy at the mini amusement park. So butterfly-in-tummy feeling! :)

15 December - Outing

♥

-Met up with Jon & Beng today at JE. :D
-Headed off to HQ to collect their allowance & buy badges.
-Saw Suan Peng otw.
-Met up with Mon. :D
-Jenguk2 at the BNCO Camp. (Nicholas so cuttteeee!)
-Trained to Bugis, ate at KFC.
-Walked ard in Bugis Street. (Now I know there's a Sex shop. O.O)
-Bought a watch similar to Jon & Beng. :)
-Trained back home.
-SHIRA DAH GENDUTTTT! XD

Sorry for the mundane update about today's outing. I simply got tired waiting for the pics to upload so I have no mood to type a detailed post. But, I did enjoyyy myself with those two. :D

Ohyea,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASRI!

december baby.

2008-12-06T03:01:00.001-08:00

I finally got to meet the SJ Babies this week. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D Except for Jon. D: D: D: D:

Been out for practically the whole week, & I'm loving it. It's way better than moping at home doing pathetic household chores.

Shall post the pics soon.

Monday 1 Dec

Went to Malaysia to celebrate youngest sis's birthday. Woke at 5 in the morning so that we wouldn't get caught in the morning jam. Thank goodness that everything went smoothly & there was this Malaysian policeman that was "WOOH" too. Hahaha. Mentelzxzxz. =P

Headed off to Desaru. Stopped by the beach before eating breakfast at a coffeeshop. It was the first time I ate 4 pieces of Roti Prata, a packet of Nasi Lemak & Soto Ayam in one meal. Wahlau, hungry lah I guess. Ohyea, there was this super cuteeee cat that kept coming to us (maybe coz we kept feeding chicken to it) & meowing & was manja & kept playing with us. Goshh, I felt like bringing the cat back home.

Soon after we headed off to Desaru Ostrich Farm. It was stunkkkkky! Butbut, still went in coz we were all excited in meeting the ostrichs. Jakun lah katekan. -.- A 60-yr-old man came in & started talking alot about his precious pets. Blablabla, we got to step on the eggs. XD! You couldn't imaging the excitement! Haha, jakunnn. They were as hard as rocks man! Then we got to see the ostrich's chest. Wahlau, hard as steel yknow. The guy ketuk the chest thingy against a metal pole & the sound was defeaning. What was amazing was that the chest didn't break. Why was it amazing really? Coz the guy said he ketuk the thing for more than 300 times. Haven't break. Well, that's what he claimed lahh. Thenthen, we got to feel the skin. Like rubber eyy. Got big holes too. Hehh. After that the daughter came & gave us a tour of the farm. Got monkey! Very naughty one somemore. Got cheeky smile also. Haii, monkeys! There were Polish Chickens as well. I mean chickens from Poland. (I thought they polished the chicken lahh at first. Dennggggg.) We fed the ostrich while it laid eggs. Wooo, like wow like that eyys. Hahaha. Soon we were fed with Ostrich eggs & its Satay. The Satay taste like chicken. -.-" The egg was nice though. :) The 60-yr-old man looked like 40+ and said it was coz of the otrichs. But my mum thinks he just injected botox to make ppl buy the products. Lols. Thenthen, we went shopping around the farm, and zoomed off to Desaru Fruit Farm.

The Fruit Farm was nothing. I thought at least got loads, I mean shelves & bucketful of fresh fruits. It is a fruit farm. But like normal supermarket. The toilet was also so...eyerh. A beetle came in! Yeeeucks. Okay, enough said about the fruit farm.

Finally after being under the sun, we reached this mall called Jusco. We booked tickets to watch movies. Me, mum, dad & younger sis watched Madagascar 2 while Kakak & youngest sis watched Twilight. (AHHH!) Since we had ard 2 hours to wait till the movie started, we ate pizza hut. Since it was y.sis's birthday, we got an extra Birthday Pizza. It wasn't even a pizza. Idk what it was. O.o

The cinema in Malaysia & Singapore isn't that diff, except that the seats were higher & it was pitch dark till noone could see a single thing in the cinema. Some locals even had to use their hp lights to find their way. Lol. The best thing was that we got the 4 seats at the very back, where there were pilars seperating us from the other seats. Privacy sia. I sat back there as if the place belonged to me like that. Hahs.

Walked2 ard the mall for like abt 5 mins then we drove to Danga Bay. This place was fun! Whyy? We rented a six-seated bike(?) trishaw(?) where all of us could fit in & go ard in it. I bet we looked..kinda different. Hehs.

Had dinner, walked ard the mall, bought some stuff & HSH at ard 11+pm.

Wednesday 3 Dec

Met up with Ken & Mon to collect our hospital attachment allowance. Went all the way to HQ just to get a few dollars. Nvmnvm. Ate at LJS. (Wooo, we ate the same thing! XP) Trained & bused home soon after coz Mon had plans with her family. Ohyea, Happy 15thBirthday Syazrul. :)

Thursday 4 Dec

Class outing! Got the cake & thank god that my dad sent me. Or not arrr, no excuse. (some people should know. Hahaha.) Hahs, no lah, if not, had to go all the way to east Coast carrying the big cake. Leceh right? It rained, the guys played in the sea, Audrey & I went cycling. We were stopped by a Starbuckes guy who told us that we could get Free Starbucks Coffee from 5-7pm but was encouraged to donate.. Dark Cherry Mocha. NICEEEEEEEEE! I wanna drink it again. hehs. Came back to Pit, bbq-ed abitttt. Chit-chatted here there. Blablabla. Dad fetched at ard 10.40+pm & the rest went for night cycling. Ohhhyea, I lost my hp cover while me & Atiqah Cine were trying to cover the cake. Lols. Ohhh yeahh, we celebrated Syazrul's & Nasri's birthday too. The guys, especially Syaz got their face smashed with cake. Hahs.

Friday 5 Dec

Didn't go to SJ meeting even though Ken asked me to coz I had Lit Project meeting. Furthermore, I woke up too late to make it to the SJ meeting. Sorry yea. :( For Lit, we finished up our 3D thingy. Now thats left is the comic. Still wanna do it uhs? :|

Saturday 6 Dec

Woke up at 6am & was kelam kabut siaping coz all of us were to meet in school by 6am. I woke up at 6am. Waddayaexpect? Hahs. Met up & Men gave me a rose! :D :D :D :D Then I heard that it was from Jon & Shira too..? So yea, thankyou babes. :D Reached McRitchie blablabla... The kayaking event was a total bore. The only thing tha kept me & Sheela occuppied was the boys there. Woohh. Hahaha. XP

We had to get to the Bike area & since it was far from the kayaking place, we hopped into the lorry they rented. Fulamakkkkk, that guy purposely drive like in crazy taxi (cheyy, no lah, but abit lahh) so that his friends, including Sir, Sheela & me would scream like what like that. Hahs, but funnnn! First time oi ride lorry. :D

After the bike event, Sir, Sheela & me decided to cycle back to the other checkpoints. Wahhhhh, exciting lah but the slopes & downhills are very scary. Steepppp yknow! Reached a checkpoint where we met up with Maam, Ken & Beng. We planned to go back up the slopes & hills (Sir went to the terrain) while waiting for the lorry coz its fun but just as we were abt to just start, the lorry came. Chet! Loaded the bikes & zoomeeeeed to Zhenghua Sec. The ride there was "AHHHHHHHHHHH WOOOOHHOOOOO!" Hahaha. I loved smacking Beng's face with my hair. Hehehehes. Ken had her funny faces (esp. Dog) & Sheela had a trainer?'s long flowing hair smack her face the whole journey. Tsk.

At Zhenghua, me, Ken, Beng, Shu, Sheela & Suan Peng ate 10 plates of food. Drank 8 cups of fruit punch, chilled at the pond with lots of fishies. :) Beng & me had a water fight.. Haha, splash here there till a trainer screamed "I'm INNOCENT!!!" Lols. So yea, slacked slacked till Men & Don arrived from I-forgot-where & we ate again. Got our tshirts, changed (we looked like Malay Dances(?)), got our goodin bags & trained back to school. Met up with Mon, watched BNCO for a while then walked home with Ken. Overall the day has been fun-filled, I guess.

I wanna meet SJ Babies again! Hees. :)
Ohyea, when is our next outing eh Xf?

2008-12-05T04:44:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-22T04:25:00.000-08:00

SyuLiFangNi outing , except that Syuhadah couldn't come along. :\

Okay, it's been a freaking long time since I went out with these girls. Sad that SYUHADAH couldn't tag along. Don't know why lah. Geesh. Hehhhh.

Firstly, we rushed to Plaza Singapura to get the tickets to watch The Coffin. I thought that it would be a scary movie but it wasn't, which is good coz I guess I'm a scaredycat. Haha. I mean, while watching these movies, I won't get too afraid but after the movie, most of the times I will freak myself out. Tsktsk. Hahhhh, great thing it wasn't scary. But then, it was supposed to fright people right? I mean, it is a ghost story afterall. Ahh, wateva lahh. -.-

After the movie we went to KFC for lunch. We then went around the mall to search for my sister's wanted round earings. In the end, we bought rings for ourselves instead of searching for the damn earrings.

Off to Bugis soon after. Walked around Bugis Junction, then to Bugis Street. Fuuulamaak, packed man over there. Walked walked walked then finally found the earrings. See how much trouble I go for you kakak? Lol. Hehs.

Planned to take Neoprints but the shop at Junction was freakishly expensive so we trained to Jurong East. Butbutbut, the mall was CLOSED!!@#$%^&*() Wasted time seyyyyyy. Trained to Lot 1 where we search the mall up, down, letf, right & center to find the shop. In the end, it was inside the Arcade. Dortttsss.

Trained home with the both of them. Welllll, it was FUNNNNNNN crapping with them lahh. :D So, when's our next outing? X)

Hospital Attachment

"This girl escaped from IMH." - Musya Mon.

Hospital Attachment was totally boring. Basically I just felt like not coming for the 5hrs for each of the 5 days. Even though I made friends with Hai Sing Catholic girls, Nanyang Poly student nurses & ITE students in Ward 49, the attachment was practically nothing lahh. All we did was walk to & fro the beds in the ward, helping out in minor stuffs such as serving meals. Sigh. However, I was touched yknow when the girls gave me jellies & a card(?) after our last attachment day. :)) Soooo sweet, haha.

Finally the thing is over. No more having to ride the MRT for 1hr+, wait like @#$% for the shuttle bus & being in the hospital for 5hrs anymore. Nonetheless, I did learn & saw in real-life how nurses and the doctors treat the sick patients. Wooooo. :D Too bad I didn't get a chance to experince somthing Mon & Ken experienced. Haaaa, something sick in the brain one lahh. Heh. :B

Hahafifizizi. ;D

2008-11-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

Alvin. :D
he said somthing that made me smile wide wide yknow. :D

Woooo, like how many days eh since I updated. Well, shall update about CGH attachment soon, plus outing with XueFang & Liping. Plus, other other stuffs too lahh. :)

2008-11-14T00:51:00.001-08:00

To my SJ Girlfriends, sorry tak ikut korang shopping! I wanted to go but then I couldn't. Ahhh. Sorry tau! :(

2008-11-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 IS GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTT! :D

Hospital attachment briefing last Sat;

Basically, I had tons of fun with these babes. :D
Went to LJS to have lunch, where Shira got to see a spectacle from where she sat. XD
Strolled in Bugis Street/Village(?), planned to go shopping there with babes next friday. :D
Mon poked my left eye with her finger. O.o
Overall, again, I had fun with them. :D

I find the author pretty creative coz when you place the 3 books together, a picture of a girl is formed. Like so cool like that.

The picture of the foolscape were all drawn by Akid. He put names & my name is there! :D Haha, so happy for what ehs? Lol. Niwae, sorry lambat return paper tu. :P

2008-11-04T03:00:00.000-08:00

I didn't attend school today. Well, I had no mood to since I came back late from the small trip to Johor. What added to my no-mood-ness was that I had to eat my Cantonese Mee in the company of creepy crawlies. Yuckkkkks. Some were practically swimming in my soup. Geeyuckk. :(

Ms Sandra separated me & Syuhadah during Lit class. Grr. :( But at least I'm now sitting with PEH LI PING. :)

I'll post about the trip to HQ for hospital attachment briefing soon, when I've finished transferring the pics.

LETS GO SHOPPING YEA BABES! :D

~~I think I've fallen for that freaking hot guy.~~

I just remembered I have 30 freaking questions to do for Lit. -.- Geesh.